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Note on Hard Cheese

Gentle surrealism.  The flavour is not the kind that comes of striking the rock for wine from the subconscious, though there’s a time for that.  If I’m aware of others who have written in this way, they are the French Jacques Prévert, the Serbian Vasko Popa, the Polish Zbigniew Herbert.  Am I thus being forced to use the word ‘influence’?—I have as many influences as styles.  Some styles may even be my own.

In at least one note I’ve made free with the self-deprecatory label ‘pastiche’.  I suppose there are two kinds.  One is good, called ‘influence’, and one not so good, being nigh on forgery.

I don’t in truth particularly like the term ‘influence’, apart from conceding that we all learn from other styles and traditions.  The word suggests that someone else had all the originality.  Critics who catalogue influences and can’t recognise new twists are just lazy.

Surrealism comes naturally when the subject is the metaphysical, the human lot, the political scene, especially when oppressive.  When life is doing your head in you have to open your head up.

So this poem is another of my metaphysicals, and it’s a change for me to apply the surrealist touch to the genre, instead of such strained conceits as in De Rerum Natura.  Whilst the conceit runs the risk of appearing too sincere—because of the difficulty in tying the figure (image, metaphor etc) to its referent—there is the opposite risk in surrealism of appearing not serious enough.  Heaven forbid that I should be in both camps at once, in a superimposition of states!  But I might be.

This poem is another take on the view of things I’ve expressed already.  (1) ‘God’ is a useful term for all of Nature.  (2) The notion of existence (‘is-ness’) isn’t simple.  I like the tale about J.L.Austin: asked why he’d spent so much time studying Aristotle’s doctrine of ten categories, he replied, ‘Dreadfully important, ten senses of the word “is”.’

I don’t go into which sense of ‘is’ applies here.  Allusions to being there; to time (erratic, even frozen); to conjuring trickery, miraculous transformation (torn shirt into whole, coin into egg); to unseeing eyes, logic and contradiction: these are all part of a big question and do not occur here promiscuously and in totally unlawful intercourse.  It’s my intuition that there can be no grand unified theory.  I believe that reality, at all levels, does not add up; that at the deepest level there is not tautology (‘I am that I am’) but contradiction (‘I am what I’m not’).

Lest anyone think that, in my fictive mode, I ‘believe in’ miracles, UFOs, shape-changing, let me disabuse them.  Though it hardly matters which asylum we’re in.

I should have said that when accepting the normal consensus, I don’t believe in miracles.  But privately, in poetic submission, I can indeed give credence to magic—when I sink into myths, for instance, in order partially to see.

If two of the aims of life is not to go mad and to be as glad as chance allows, it’s no wonder we daydream.  If we can daydream about sex, which is not always present or possible, then why not daydream that those stories in stained glass are true too?

    

Alan Marshfield

    

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