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Note on The Cleaner

Many of my people-poems are about criminals, failures and outsiders, or about extremists like Julius Caesar.  There are many instances too of the opposite, nicer kind: Ta Hes, Wych Hazel, Helena Nagel, the woman in Love Story.  In The Cleaner is a portrait of a hitman, or someone who thinks he is.  He seems dangerous:

 

I have names, aliases, doubles,

 

In other respects he’s fairly normal, though he manages to make normality sound rather troubling:

 

[I] watch my food by reading labels.

 

He’s a bit of a philosopher, too:

 

Reality is at no removes...

 

He thinks the world is too close to him, too much in his face, and needs to think he has special access to information.

 

A CD encyclopaedia

tells what TV don’t give away,

 

which ain’t so much...

 

He’s pathetically deluded, as obsessives are, and he probably really believes he was not at the scene of the (unspecified) crime:

 

But I did not do that piece of work.

I was seen with children down the park.

 

This was written at a time of paranoia regarding stalkers of women and lurking paedophiles.  The prevalence of sociopaths in drama, from Iago to Hannibal Lecter, shows our fascination with evil.  We are divided selves, a complex of conflicting animal instincts desirous of moral unity.  We know, most of us, that there is a destructive element in us, and this little, or not so little, demon relishes his counterpart on page, stage or screen, though not usually on the streets, unless he’s part of it in a mob.  Poems cannot cure us, but they can warn.

   

Alan Marshfield

   

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