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CATKIN-BLURS

 

Do not, my soul, try to hunt

with the resources of the emptied mind, with falls

into abnegation, for the sensible emptiness, the Grund

beyond the glassy walls

 

and the wiles of the catkin and the

alluring of the cherry’s vapour-trail hat in the suburb’s

Erscheinen.  Such quests of the spirit are mandated to be

senseless dives into mind-warps.

 

The mirrors that magnify

dawn-of-time supernovae and data that suggest

eternal expansion and large-scale anti-gravity;

mathematics that play with vast

 

descents into the small,

inferring other dimensions, plural universes,

cannot drill data, in principle, far beyond the wall,

the catkin-blurs, hiss

 

of suburb traffic, so

why, soul, should you feel that your contrivances, your power

to slow the heart or bypass pain, can go

into some timeless hour,

 

a sensible nothing, death-

in-life, nirvana or transcendence?  For now the wall

is hung with flowers.  Pretty?  Beauty’s no test

of Truth.  So leave it, friend.

  

Alan Marshfield

  

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