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GRWYNE FAWR RESERVOIR

 

until I reach the sponge heather top

of the tarren I do not know what is not what I am

because my older knees shake and my fatty heart quakes

and I think of these welsh cyms as cunts these vales around

haired with green wet with trees hot with bracken

 

and until I reach the sponge inform heather top

with non-walker’s boots unfit breath sweat body retching

I do not know how to see out but then with a start see

heather hitting the eye heather heather white’s purple

white blasting the eye and purple lifting the hill top

 

and until I reach the sponge inform heather top

of the tarren I do not see what has lain an age here

all winter unlooked at through snow through what sun through rain

this far water overhung calm this reservoir distant completed

that has been here an age and is perfect yet is never looked at

 

like a gully on mars like other skies patterned like most of creation unseen

these waters an age these agèd waters upon which no eyes

so that here is the not what I am the unseen all the utterly other

in these waters unseen because no eye seems to have seen them

until I reach the sponge heather top inform.

  

Alan Marshfield

  

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