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WHAT HORRORS ABOUT

 

I still think of boyhood bookshops, the time I took

with their piles of exchange mags, much thumbed, on the floor.

Cowboy, Romance… but the stuff I sought was Horror.

I’ve often asked myself why, and again discourse

on just what it was that made an alarming book.

 

The first thing is horror itself; i.e., the shock.

The second’s deformity, which makes all men one.

The third’s nobility hooked on blood and bourbon.

The fourth is change, from a good into evil twin.

The fifth is depravity, pert kid in the dock.

 

Or the plot perhaps will show what horror’s about.

The scientist gives birth.  He hears his creature shriek,

child-man learning the world, unable to figure

out the world.  It speaks gibberish, becomes a freak

and kills those who run away, until it’s wiped out.

 

Beneath plot the psychology.  Beneath outlined

myth runs a humble and old tale.  A goitred god

crippled his offspring at birth.  And hence the modern

taught son is on his way, to penetrate the guard

of the sex and status planet his dad defined.

 

But this could all be a lie.  The horror in life

could be that our ugly twin is all sorts of shame

and even fear, not of Grendel’s Mother’s Revenge,

but simply of ageing, of looking old and tame,

with no prospect except smaller talk with one’s wife.

  

Alan Marshfield

  

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