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THE MENTAL TRAVELLER

 

There is said to be, in the County of Hampshire, in he parish of Up Marden, a sinkhole which leads down into caves inhabited by the shades of ancient Celtic heroes and goddesses, revered before the Jutes and Saxons harried and fired the Britons from English soil.  A Christian church was built over the hole and in 1831 the vicar Peter Cullford wrote that he had heard noises under the flagstones which he took to emanate from the unpeaceful souls of those once cruelly persecuted.  The locals still speak of The Marden Hole.

                                                                  Humphrey Palmer: Records of S.England

                                                                  from the Codex Porcorum (Hauer) 1902.

 

If you are set on travelling

      beyond the Marden Hole

Take your coat for on that road

      the wind bites to the soul.

 

Open the Hut of Disquiet

      where the rain shivers on the wall.

Pick up the spear and the skillet,

      the needle and fingerstall.

 

Walk the underground shores of Horror

      just off the Susceptible Isles.

Stop at the dolmen, uncover

      the casket of nervous smiles.

 

Take it and turn down the valley

      where the Snakes of Cowardice

hiss in the slime of Self-Pity:

      see that for what it is.

 

Stride wide, have the world for parish,

      to the latitudes of dirt

where slut magazines in the rubbish

      attest to feelings of hurt.

 

Decide if you want to pillage

      the boroughs of memory

for races you caused to perish

      and comrades you used to see.

 

Outside the City trenches

      where the Giant blows on his nail

then turns for an intravenous,

      let the ivory cask exhale

 

its smiles—see the skull, now arid,

      of the pretty Saint who denied

the Princeling who for her ochred

      the stones with his blood and died.

 

Take the jawbone of Prayer and Panic

      and cast at the Fi-Fo-Fum

so he fall upon spire and attic

      and go to Kingdom Come.

 

Pass the chill bayous of the Passive

      and the jungles of Confidence.

Stitch on the shirt of Confession

      in the scrap yards of Intents.

 

Hurry home, aiming a wand at

      the bank and shoal of Time

to see if Death’s Dyke can be rattled

      by flashes and magic of rhyme.

 

If you come to the Ashes of Boredom,

      move on, for they are impure;

nor turn to North where the floes are,

      the animals fewer and fewer.

 

With luck you will glimpse from the Ridgeway

      (before you stoop and leave)

many rainy slates of Abstraction

      into Destruction heave.

 

If you are set on travelling

      beyond the Marden Hole

Take your coat for on that road

      the wind bites to the soul.

   

Alan Marshfield

  

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