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COUNTRY MATTERS

 

Before Hitler’s bombs made their pits

in the districts of Portsea (it’s

timely now to offer late thanks

to those who rid our mums of angst),

we were all packed off to the sticks.

 

The evacuation gave us

townee refugees a focus

on a new way of life, like see-

ing grass every day.  The country

was a thrill wrapped up in a buzz.

 

Dad, from Dunkirk, was billeted

near a farming monastery.

Mum, kid brother Bill and I lived

with a family and orchard, we

made do as all wanderers did.

 

We thought bow-and-arrow games good

till a girl was nicked in the hand;

then we dribbled off to the wood

where she took down her knickers and

we played peeing games, foraged food.

 

Hetty was the girl I liked most,

our landlady’s daughter.  She had

Shirley Temple hair; bluebell moist

eyes; sturdy, quick legs.  I was daft

about her, but those times are lost.

 

We hindered the monks at harvest;

mooned over pigsties; jumped from ricks

(I blacked my eye leaping too fast,

landing head against knee); used sticks

for rifle drill.  An old witch cursed

 

the farmers when we hunched round by

the forked oak tree at the lane’s end:

she spat on her hands in the byre

before milking their cows, she claimed.

Grandmothers and crones had a way.

 

I didn’t need Robert Graves’ tale

when Bishops Waltham filled my skull

with the female trinity theme.

Oak crone, saintly mum, and the dim

haze of sweet Hetty said it all.

 

I was tasting the Other: maps

on the school wall; bulrush, rosehips;

millpond, quarry, slippery trench;

cows and hazelnuts and bullfinch:

townee finding God in the crops.

  

Alan Marshfield

  

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