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LIFE STYLES

  

Madam, I must object to what you are

teaching your son. I don’t agree with all

this butterfly collecting. Since you brought

it up. You see, I think it really is

so frightfully unhealthy. He shouldn’t think

nearly so much about such things at his

delicate age. Pursuing painted wings,

squeezing his grubby hands round tender throats

just when they suck the nectar. Then he screws

them lifeless in a de luxe oubliette,

his killing jar. What is it leading on to?

His most delicious moment’s when he pricks

them through their centres with his shining pin,

or glues them in their coffins with one-way

mirrors for lids so he can see them sleep.

He broods too much upon it, far too much,

piercing frail specimens.

  

                                      Or do I brood?

For let me tell you what my daughter and

I have been getting up to. We read poems

like:

   

When the Earth was sick and the Skies were grey,

And the woods were rotted with rain,

The Dead Man rode through the autumn day

To visit his love again.

   

His love she neither saw nor heard,

So heavy was her shame;

And though the babe within her stirred

She knew not that he came.

   

And my daughter and I thought it very sad.

She’s nine so she knows everything about

unwanted pregnancies. And she has been

in love with a young schoolmaster. She knows

that girls feel funny when a strange man looks

at them. She dreams of growing breasts. She knows

when Mummy’s periods come. Now she’d begun

to make herself up in private. You,

Madam, I know, think it is very bad

and most unhealthy. You have read the books.

She broods too much upon it all.

  

                                                      Or is

it you who brood? You’re probably afraid

she will corrupt your son. Rearing children,

life styles, are a gamble. You pays your pence.

Are we not both afraid one day we’ll see

a sporty girl go-going behind glass?

A man who’s frowning as he jabs and kills?

Alan Marshfield

   

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