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IT SMELLS OF MORTALITY

 

Not civet’s ooze nor Magie by Lancôme

hangs particles of much-desired scent

in my olfactory entrances.

Should they invade, my nostrils’ flair rebel!

Snort them away, usher them out, them all:

the farding stills of Grasse may tickle some

                         but leave me cold as stone.

 

I find synthetics thin, and if I must

absorb the oils of more exquisite vats,

quaffing lewd stinks cured into fragrancy,

I’ll only take them, atomised and rare,

so long as some of the lewd tang is there,

redolent of bitch urine or field crust

                         or may-bush petalled with flies.

 

But better than such bottled sex-spore is

the trace my love leaves where she’s laid her down.

The way I make my sense dilate

is drubbing it with odours of the pore,

the body’s slag and unhygienic ore

exuded from dark pits.  All these I kiss

                         and she is not offended.

 

The ripe warehouse knows my dependency

and I have lurked about the mature farms.

But most of all, my dear, I say

the freighted odours with which I collide

in cobbled markets or the rank seaside

reduce me less than your crammed pungency,

                         your punnets of aroma.

 

If love is a singing fish in a wicker creel

much used and salt, and curious to the nose,

it’s not its death but dying smells.

I, mandarin, perceive its air not thin

but dyed with our mortality, dear kin;

and I gloat that I have some sense to feel

                         how much life’s in decay.

    

Alan Marshfield

    

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